Sun after the rain

I hate to look into the mirror
I saw someone else appear
Is she the good one in there?
Or I am the bad here?

So I'm laying on my bed
Start to think the life I had
Like a burden in my head
To turn wrong to right

But I'm still here
Standing by my window
Waiting to watch
The sun after the rain
Let me sleep
If it quit alright
Even it just
A minute to kill the pain
Till I wake